18 years of my life and I never met someone like you before. A person that makes me see the fault in me. The fault that always been in me that makes me alone. Forever alone. You make me feel love and being loved. And also, with you I'm growing up. You make me see others. You make me see everything I always think of nothing before. Though it had through pain. Your pain.
That pain was my fault. I was eaten by my own selfishness. A broken glass can never restored back without being taped nor glued. Once it glued, it still can't be used properly. Yeah, that's how you towards me now. The only thing that could make the glass fully restored is magic. And that's even not exist. If so, it would be a miracle I'd treasure in entire my life.
I write this while crying. I know nothing lasts forever. And before it lasts, I want to treat you better. I want to be better person. Not only for you, but for me too.
But hope is hope. Hope can never hurt can't it? I hope to always hug you. Loving you to the fullest is what I am doing now. And until I don't now when, I hope you do the same too.
I love you. I really do.
I'm sorry for everything.
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